“ Learning to let go should be learned before learning to get. Life should be touched, not strangled. You’ve got to relax, let it happen at times, and at others move forward with it. ”
I’m tucked underneath the covers in my bed that sits in a bay window overlooking Golden Gate Park, waiting for it to rain. “The heaviest thunderstorm that San Francisco has seen in four years.” I woke up too early again this morning, showered, made breakfast, then remembered that I promised myself I wouldn’t do any work today. Instead, I’ve spent the morning scouring the internet for a job in the startup world as a community liaison, for different loan forgiveness strategies, for a 1-bedroom or a studio for rent in this city that costs less than $1200/month, has sunshine, windows, potential. I was up all night thinking about my clients and I can’t drink enough coffee to tighten the skin underneath my eyes. I’ve never drank so much coffee in my life. This year is supposed to be a golden year for me but it sure is starting out slow.
You must go on adventures to find out where you belong.”